she loved too much.

she cared too much.

she cried too much.

she broke.

Im scared ill never feel okay again and that makes me want to die.

distance is not for the fearful, it is for the bold. it’s for those who are willing to spend a lot of time alone, in exchange for a little time with the one they love. it’s for those knowing a good thing when they see it. even if they don’t see it nearly enough.

I never expected to fall in love with him. It sort of just happened. It was like i woke up one day and realized he had my heart, and i wanted him to have it. It was those stupid stories he told me. It was his huge smile that showed that cute little gap in his teeth, the one we both had. It was the way he looked at me like i actually meant something for once. It was the way his hand would sweat when i held it but i couldn’t care less. It was the way when he hugged me i felt like i was home. It was his big blue eyes that looked into mine. It was how i missed him before he even left. It was how he was perfect but had no idea. It was him.

It’s the way I miss you even before you leave.

You still think im beautiful after everything you’ve seen, and that means the world to me.

the truth is, i never expected it but i fell in love with you this summer. And i dont see myself falling out of love…ever.

i compare myself to every girl. im just so insecure. i dont believe people when they compliment me. i want to not care about what everyone else thinks but i just cant. im seriously so insecure and i hate it. its taken a huge toll on my life.

so the first time i got to see my boyfriend after boot camp i was sooo nervous and excited and i had butterflies in my tummy. And they yelled ” go find your marine” and like 1000 people started scrambling to find theirs. and they all look exactly the same and i couldnt find my boyfriend and i was getting really sad. then his sister took me to him and i was just like asdfghjkl. it was the best feeling in the world. it was just so perfect. i fell in love with him all over again. i get to keep having that feeling. that feeling >